I possess a certain amount of survivor guilt.
Why am I here when so many others have died????
I am an atheist; I leaned towards the agnostic side for several years then my 2010 cancer diagnosis at age forty-four tipped the balance for me.
As a result, following my 2018 stroke there was nobody to receive my anger.
I am firm in my belief that there are no deities!
The above is not anything to upset over.
It merely is REALITY!
I don't always relish hiding my atheism.
I have accepted that it is one of the requirement toward harmonious relationships with other homo sapiens.
Tbere are days when I fervently wish I were not a member of the said species.
However unlike to protagonist of Franz Kafka's "The Metamorphosis" I never change overnight.....
